February 2012
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Too many emotions
People have always said that I have too many emotions, and I completely agree.
An example of this is: sometimes (including about 5 seconds ago) I get truly, horrifically upset that I will never be a mermaid.
I want nothing more than to be a mermaid. And realizing that that will never happen almost just brought me to tears.
I TOLD YOU I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS.
I’m that girl from Mean...
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How much change scares me
I just decided to change my ringtone for the first time in 3 years (it’s been Day n Night by Kid Cudi for a veeery long time). But less than 5 minutes after I changed it, I was freaking out.
So then A.N. told me I should just change my text ringtone instead. This instantly sounds like a much better idea. My text ringtone has been “money to blow” by Drake and such for quite a...
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livingisaproblem replied to your post: Unfffff have you put on more weight????? Sexy as fuck. Another 100 pounds baby. 100 pounds.
lol your response was like a virtual bitchslap! word. and this persons either a perv or being a sarcastic dbag! you are beautiful so whatevs
Lol I didn’t think it was that bad. And honestly I have NO idea WHAT they were trying to accomplish hahah but I mean...
Anonymous asked: Unfffff have you put on more weight????? Sexy as fuck. Another 100 pounds baby. 100 pounds.
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fuckyeahyellowcard:
remember when I totally guessed that a previous member was going to be the new bassist
HAHAHAHA LOOK AT ME I’M ON A ROLL
remember how they totally picked the WRONG previous member
Yeah me too :|
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Yeah this is exactly how I wanted to end my...
Crying myself to sleep…
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“I always thought he was saying ‘we’re goin’ downtown in a...”
– A.N. I AM LAUGHING SO HARD I AM FUCKING CRYING
Anonymous asked: Why did you steal 4 grams fatty?
“Only trust someone who can see these three things in you: the sorrow behind your...”
– (via every-word-is-true)
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Attention
My old 365 is now a 360something. I tried doing a 365 last year and again this year and I just can’t keep up.
so I figured, who cares? I can still upload lots of pictures with the date and some info.
So that’s what I’m going to do. It’s not a daily thing, it most likely won’t even be in order. But , that’s what’s happening.
Follow if you wish.
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Lots of things.
SO update on the past however long.
Thursday night A.N. and I broke up. It’s a long story and seems so far away now but it was an emotional wreck and terrible. I went to work on Friday and was crying the whole way there, and couldn’t stop crying throughout the morning so I went home early at 12:30. I left then, and met up with Jarah at their apartment. Then I smoked a blunt to my...
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mattymcfly asked: Just because it's how you feel doesn't mean it's true ^____^
After all that
And spending all night crying,
We’re…good now?!
Sigh, I don’t know anything anymore
I feel like
Every “I love you” was a lie.
I feel like every kiss meant nothing.
I feel irreplaceable to no one. They make it clear I’m dispensable.
I feel like you never meant anything you ever said to me.
I feel like I’m now truly, 100% alone in the world.
I feel like there’s nothing keeping me here.
I feel like no one in the world would even notice if I was gone.
Ok.
Quickly sunk into the ‘pathetic’ zone.
I haven't the slightest idea
Of how I’m functioning right now.
I don’t even know what to do with myself.
This is just awful.
Once a cheater,
Always a cheater.
Cool.
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I don't want
A boyfriend who thinks I’m mean/a bitch/a cunt. Sorry.
I don’t have any friends; the friends I do have are fake as fuck. My own family hates me (literally their words, not mine). And the cherry on top is my love doesn’t even love me. At least not the definition that I see fit.
Sigh, what to do.
When in reality
If I’m going to live alone all my life, I’d just rather not live at all.
No matter what
the people closest to me are always the ones with the worst opinions of me.
Which says a lot about me.
And says a lot about the people who spend their time around me.
Done.
I’d rather be alone forever.
Fuck it
If you can’t make time for me, then I can’t make time for you.
Tired of being the only person who puts effort into a friendship.
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